Past&Present
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Actually, it was only until now that i realized the difference between like & love. You can like a lot of people but you can only love one. When you’re in love, just as long as you’re happy, doesn’t matter how many people you’ve liked, how many times you’ve fallen in love but in the end, I feel that i’m still alone.
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Sigh of relieve ...

Football today was… not as fun as expected. It’s so tiring, dirty & long. I’m still deciding should i quit ?

I’m relieved now, thanks to you know who you are for clarifying it for me. That last line you said just GMH.

I shall make a “I love that you ..” list soon. :P

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I hate that you ..

Exams on the second week of school. Thank god it’s over now. Going for football training on Tuesday, never played football since i stopped in form 2 for basketball. Ahhh those good memories in form 2.

I was playing “i hate that you …” with Ivory yesterday & it felt so good. Like, it’s a good way to release stress.

  • I hate that you keep me in the dark.
  • I hate that you don’t tell me nuts.
  • I hate that you make me emo.
  • I hate that you make me in secure
  • I hate that you don’t think of topics for conversations.
  • I hate that you have changed.
  • I hate that you make me want to sleep & never wake up.
  • I hate that you broke my heart.
  • I hate that you make me wait.
  • I hate that you give me hope.
  • I hate that you lie & think i don’t know.
  • I hate that you are not honest.
  • I hate that you think i won’t find out.
  • I hate that you forget.
  • I hate that you make me jealous.

Disclaimer: That list is just made out of boredom & also because it feels good writing it. Jangan ada orang terasa.

Today i went for Joel’s farewell party at Macdonalds, Bangsar. I hate it when they tease AHEM about her & knowing that i’m there they, still do it & they know i like her too. I’ve got a feeling they have been texting. This is what i hate, finding out things that will make me feel like shit.

Well, this is life, life sucks, life’s unfair.

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2010

I haven’t blogged for a long time, wasn’t really in the mood to blog during the hols. Hols is officially over, spm is closing in. School now is just pure boring, moral is hell ! My class is having moral with Zuhal, i’ve no one there. I miss having moral with Marikh ! :(

Can’t wait for koko to start, gonna join this year ! :P Can’t wait for basketball either. Now i have competition, although i know he don’t stand a chance, but it’s still competition, i’m gonna up my par.

Form 4 was just too fast, i don’t know whether form 5 should be faster or slower. Hope this year will be a great year unlike 2009.

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Just look at how cute is Xiao Xiao Bing. Super duper adorable ! :D

Just look at how cute is Xiao Xiao Bing. Super duper adorable ! :D

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Nokia 5530 ♥

This on #1 on my shopping list. ;)

Nokia 5530 ♥

This on #1 on my shopping list. ;)

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balloonsatmyfuneral:

(via supermars)
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Enjoy life today,
Yesterday has gone,
Tomorrow may never come.
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Everyone has the heartbreak that shapes them in a way that they could never go back to the innocence that they had before.
Zooey Deschanel (via sweethoughts)
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365 days ago ..

It was exactly a year ago since the day that i regretted most. A year has past, but somehow my feelings remains the same.

This was the hardest period in my life that i had to go through. My first one wasn’t that bad, but this second one is just suicidal.

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Kim So Yeon
Damn she’s hot ! Currently watching a KDrama called IRIS. Damn nice ! ;P

Kim So Yeon

Damn she’s hot ! Currently watching a KDrama called IRIS. Damn nice ! ;P

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Life is unfair.

This morning i found out that Chandni passed away last night cause of bone cancer. I also found out about her family & about her siblings. I hope her parents will be fine. Although we weren’t close, the last time i talked to her was on MSN months ago when she was strong enough to come online from the hospital.

Why is life so unfair ? Unfair to both Chandni & her parents ? My sincerest condolences & sympathies to her family. May she rest in peace in heaven.

POTD;

Will continue blogging when i wake up tomorrow…

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !
She lost a bet a while ago but she didn’t fulfill her bet. Well she posted this on her blog then she removed it. D:
Sorry Ivory i just found/remembered this in my comp ! ;p
MUKA GETEK !

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

She lost a bet a while ago but she didn’t fulfill her bet. Well she posted this on her blog then she removed it. D:

Sorry Ivory i just found/remembered this in my comp ! ;p

MUKA GETEK !

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NOOOO !!

Found out that the Langkawi trip is cancelled ! (curse those people who failed to plan it/canceled it) Was supposed to go on a trip to Genting on Friday with my Mom, Sis & cousins but it got canceled again. Can my after finals plan get any worse ?!

Found out today that basketball training is on Thursday & a friendly game agaisnt GIS is this friday. Their court is just awesome i tell you, air conditioned, 10+ hoops, scoreboard, buzzer, CHEERLEADERS ! But i’m supposed to go watch 2012 with the bros on Thursday. So i guess i’ll decide later, 2012 or training ? ..

Today woke up at 2.30 p.m then left the house at 3.30 for tradition. Turned up at 4 p.m, Barrie came at 4.30 p.m then only i found out only me, Barrie, Swee, & Ariff is coming. WTF ?! Yesterday Eng Hock, James & all say they’re coming then they ffk today. Owh well, they have their reasons.

Went cc for a hour or so, Barrie went back in the middle of out dota game. Walked all the way to Petronas at Taman Sri Hartamas to lepak. I know, wtf right ?! Then Eezzuan met us there then we walked to HSC to wait for James.

I tell you, HSC brings back too many memories. The first & last time when i was at HSC was with her. Walking pass the restaurants where we used to eat just made me think back of the past, it just made me emo. I even remember exactly where we sat. I miss those times but i guess i have to move on. I guess it was all my fault, if i had been more understanding i wouldn’t be in this situation today in regret.

After Eezzuan bought his PC games for his new comp his dad bought for him (RM20 per DVD, WTF ?) we went to Bestari to wait for James. Eezzuan belanja me & Ariff Neslo Shake (Nescafe + Milo). It sucks, i didn’t like it at all, i only liked the ice cream ! Then Jazril suddenly popped out at Bestari, he apparently was at HSC & saw us walking then he guessed we were at Bestari.

I ate Maggie soup for supper then me, Swee, & James walked back to James house. Jazril walked to Desa to take a cab. Was looking at all the pictures & videos from his Spain trip. Went back at 12.30 a.m.

Played dota from 1.am till 4.am. Today is a ******* bad day for me in dota. Seriously, i can’t describe how unlucky i am. I hardly play dota anymore so cut me some slack !

Thats about it, can’t sleep now. Gonna watch Pheonix Suns @ Boston Celtics now. I think i’m gonna be nocturnal again. Thats it, i’m done !

POTD;

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAH !

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Jump Then Fall from Taylor Swift’s newly released Fearless Platinum Edition is just awesome !